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Thursday, April 22, 2010
8:37 AM

My words for you

nk sgt sy tgk dia, tp sy mmpu tgk gmbr dia saja,
nk sgt sy jmpe dia, tp sy mmpu jmpe dia dlm ym chat window
nk sgt sy dgr suara dia btl2 dpn sy, tp sy mmpu dgr suara dia dlm telefon
dan sy sgt2 rindukan dia, tp sy mmpu rindukn dia dari jauh..

just wanna let u know that no matter how far our distance is, i'll be always missing and loving u. U are the best i've ever had =)

let the curtain falls. 2 any comments?

Friday, April 16, 2010
7:43 AM

A love story

sy mnta maaf. kali ni, sy ingin menulis dlm bahasa melayu...

sy ada seorg kwn di facebook. sy tidak kenal kwn sy itu tp sy add dia sbb dia junior sy di IPBA. kwn sy ini ada tunang. tunangnya ini tlh kembali ke rahmatullah. al-fatihah utknya. semoga rohnya ditempatkn bersama org yg briman. sblum ini, sy tidak pernah mnjadi stalker kwn sy ni sehinggalah sy diberitahu oleh encik bf yg tunang kwn sy ni rupa2nya ex-school-mate dia dulu. yg menyebabkn sy suka stalk facebook kwn sy ni sbb sy suka baca komen2 yg dibagi oleh tunangnya n cara kwn sy reply komen si tunang. bg sy, komen2 mereka adalah sweet dan menyentuh perasaan. pndek tapi bermakna. simple tp maksudnya mndlm. dari komen2 mereka, sy tau mereka btl2 sygkn masing2. setiap hari, akn ade email yg akn diberi oleh si tunang kpd kwn sy. emelnya pjg berjela. walaupun topik dan content-nya sama, tp tu dh ckup mbuatkn hati kwn sy sgt2 gembira, bersyukur dgn hidup yg dianugerahkan kepadanya. walaupn secara hakikatnya kwn sy sedang jauh berkhidmat di pdlm sarawak, walaupn sumber elektriknya hanya berbekalkn kuasa generator dan kwujudan line telefon jauh skali tidak ada, emel2 yg diberikn oleh sang tunang membuatkn kwn sy berasa seolah2 tunangnya btl2 berada di tepinya. setiap hari, arwah akan mendoakan keselamatan n kesejahteraan kwn sy dlm tangisan. setulus doa dipnjatkn kpd Yang Esa supaya segala kehidupan mereka dimudahkan segala..

..tapi itu cerita lama. kini arwah tunang kwn sy sedang berada di dlm sebaik2 jagaan. kwn sy tidak menyesal atas pemergian tunangnya itu, kerana dia tau kekasihnya di bawah sebaik2 lindungan. namun, rindunya pd arwah tunang tidak pernah bertepi. sebelum kwn sy melelapkn mata, dia pasti mendoakan tunangnya, supaya tenanglah tunangnya itu di alam sana. kwn sy tau kalau bkn dia, ibu bapa dan kwn2 arwah tunangnya yg mndoakan arwah siang mlm, siapa lg yg nk diharapkan utk menerangi kuburnya di sana. dan sehingga kini, sy masih stalk facebook kwn sy. dan tanpa sy sedar, kdg2 sy menitis air mata bila membaca status2 facebook yg ditulis olehnya. sy kagum dgn semangat dan kekentalan kwn sy, dia tetap senyum walaupn dlm hatinya penuh dgn rindu sengsara. dan cinta arwah tunang kwn sy itu, adalah cinta hujung nyawa smpai menutup mata.

dua persoalan di sini, mampukah sy menjadi menjadi sekuat mereka? dan adakah cinta yg sy ada sekarang ialah cinta hujung nyawa juga?. seperti yg sy bicarakan dgn hanafi, jodoh itu pelik, kita merancang tapi tuhan jauh lg merancang dari kita..jd kita kenalah terima ape yg dh dirancang utk kita seadanya.

mengenali mereka walaupn secara maya telah sedikit sebyk mengubah mentaliti sy. al-fatihah sekali lagi utk arwah tunang kwn sy, dan kepada kwn sy, bersabarlah...

let the curtain falls. 3 any comments?

Tuesday, April 13, 2010
6:27 AM

anger is a symbolism of love, not hatred

when we were a little child once before, our mums always scold us. she would be mad if we did something wrong. yet our pre-matured thought always led its way. we thought our mums were angry because they did not love us. and when we grow up, then we realized she was angry because she loved us and wanted us to be a good person. the same case applies to a teacher. not a single teacher in this world scolds her students for leisure, and not a single teacher in this world will simply give few strokes of rattan to her students if they do not create any 'wrong-doings'. those strokes of rattan are because you didn't finish your homework, never listen to her sermons in the class, always disturb others who eager to learn and last but not least, for chewing the 'chewing-gum'. all those will shape you to be a more disciplined person, a person who lives with rules, principals and moral values. if the teacher does not punish you, you would forever not realize your mistakes.

so, look here. when your mum and teacher scold you, please do not despise them. the anger is because of the love, not hatred. marah bukan kerna kebencian, tapi itu tndanya sayang. just open up your eyes!

let the curtain falls. 0 any comments?

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